July 23, 2010

Presumptuous Me *Halos VS Horns*

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Setting: In class, where the learning took place.

Teacher: This method of teaching is very useful for the students with high level of motivation

(Students enthusiastically* scribbled down every words)

Teacher: So, do you think this method can be used in Malaysia?

.......the..loudest..silence.......

Teacher: Anyone happens to brought his brain, please answer my question.

Smart Student: I think it is not very applicable in our situation.

Teacher: Why is that so?

Smart Student: Because we have the basic knowledge of the language.

Teacher: Well, it's true. But the reason is, we don't have the need to use the language. Like, in Kelantan, you obviously don't use the language.

(Presumptuous Student startled by the sarcastic remarks and raised her hand)

Presumptuous Students: Why is that so? Are you saying that we, Kelantanese, are so outdated and very uneducated?

Teacher: Well, clearly you can't find anyone in Kelantan uses English in their communication. Thats the truth, right.

....FRUSTRATED...

Presumptuous Students: Well, what do you expect? Do Johorian used English on the regular basis in order to communicate. I would say, you would use the language that can be comprehended by both parties in order to communicate. Yeah, right, Kelantanese don't use English to order the tea, or to buy the goods, or to cursed others. But I would say, it depends on the environment that you were in. No matter where you are, you will try to adapt to your surrounding and that will mold you.

****************THIS*HAPPENED*ONLY*IN*HER*HEAD*************************************

Practice what you preach.

Horns: She always do that. You always have to bear with her negative remarks about your Kelantan. You should stand up and give her piece of your mind. Go on, stand up. Are you going to bear with it again. She is insulting your people!! You know, she taught you about lowering students' affective filter. Yet, she condemn on Kelantan like no other. You can see the hatred towards Kelantanese in every pores on her. Stand up, you coward. Don't you have enough? Don't you remembered when she said that Kelantan is soo dirty, and the food is tooo sweet for human, and the people who are sooo unfair with outsider? Like the word "KELANTAN" comes impossibly BIG NEGATIVE sign. Get Up!

*Suddenly hears Muse-Uprising fills her head** Shakes her head vigorously to silent Horns

Hallos: Just be nice won't you. Think about who she is. She's your teacher. You're a student. She just sharing her knowledge with you. You should be grateful and respect her from the bottom of your heart. Moreover, why are you acting so protective towards Kelantan. You are not really into it, right?! Do not act like ungrateful, stupid girl. You realize that you dont even know ur Kelantan that well. Maybe she did not practice what she preached, but she just human. Take it as the slips of tongue. Be good.

p/s: I know this will happened. But still, hopes wouldn't kill you. It just knocks you down. Mercilessly messy.

July 16, 2010

Decisions... Decisions..

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You know, when you miss someone too much your arteries will expand and pump the blood ten times faster and cause your heart to throbbed? You don't? Well, lucky you cos I'm just making it up. (^_^) Please don't believe that!

But, the truth is; I am missing someone, like.. right at this very moment. Gosh, what is happening to me? Urgh, drama queen

Well, you need, have, must! believe this. I miss my Roomie (T_T)





Last semester, she was the one i'll turned to whenever my roller coaster emotions struck me to the deepest hell.
The day when i got back crying from the hard day or even whenever I am fuming over the stupid thing(frequent enough!), she stays, she listens. Now, do tell me; Where can I buy dozens of friends like her?

Well, she knows my secrets like no other. She's so impossibly cunning because she can make me spill out every secrets that i hold dear. Haha, I always told her that of all the person in the world, she is the first one I'll kill cos she knows what she didn't have to know~scary merry! "Cos 2 can keep a secret if 1 of them is dead"

Muzreena, I do freaked out. N thats the reason why i wanna keep a distance. Yes, I am a coward. Because, you and me seems so close and it made me think.

T.H.I.N.K. .O.F. .M.E. .W.H.O..
1)Capable of ruining the lives of people around me.
2)Capable of bringing misery to others frequent enough

Remember when I asked you what is wrong with me? You said "Heriana, kamu baik sangat. Tapi satu je. Kamu cepat marah. Kamu tau tak, sekali kamu marah, orang akan ingat benda tu selamanya walau kamu pernah buat seribu kebaikan untuk die"

Thats sums up everything.
So, i decided to say goodbye, so that you will cherish our friendship while it still a memory worth remembered. Thanks for being my roomie.

p/s: Sighs, i am no good with human, even with myself.