RAnDom

Knock! Knock!

Dear my precious Rian; You have left me alone here for almost a year now. How are you? I hope you are okay n happy with whoever u are with. Send my regards to him or her and ask him or her to take care of you. Take care of you better than I do. I am able to cope without you. To tell you that.

I am able to live in the world without your existence.

Hahaha, meroyan.

My Rian (T_T)

this is the syndrome of "meroyan" when I'm forcing myself to read the notes written by me with my 'cakar ayam' and super messy handwriting.

moral of the story: Don't do the reading!

Overly exited (T__T)

Let the story begin..

Last night I really tried my best to read 2 chapters of Brown for test!! Erk, okey, to be honest, I've tried to finish 2 chapters of Brown sambil FBing, chating. Then, i end up with only one chapter revised. Huhu, typical Heriana with short attention span. But!! I've promised myself to finish it before the test.

Then, come Sahur...

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Wakes up, mamai-mamaian, brushed my teeth

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Makan, minum

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Maen ngn Baby Lia, Kcau Kakak

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STudY tanpa tidur after subuh! *Syabas*

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STudy

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Study until 11 am kot

*rote learning jela*.

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Lega cos I've cover up all the chapter. Fuhh, naseb baek I mmg terer bab stadi last minit!!

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Entered class, waiting anxiously for the test to begin.

*bimbang all the facts that I've read lari bertempiaran*

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Eh, ble test nak start ni? Its already 1.10pm.

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*Cuit DidaDeen dtepi* "Hep, nape test xstart lg?"

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"Eh, ari ni mne ade test. Test 19 la Eee"

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(-_-")

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Kne gelak ngn Ct

Moral of the story: Please lupa lagi the ACTUAL date for the test so there's no more last minute study! Duh!

Buatku Tersenyum (^_^)

"Bangun-Bangun! Cpat, Bangun sahur!"

Abah sebok kejut anak2 dara die bangun sahur, pastu menuju plak ke bilik si teruna.

"Bangun sahur" ---> (^_^), tringat kat suara abah, muka abah, trick2 yg dguna.

Buka mata, bau makanan. Uhhh, geliat. Basuh muka, menoong ke dapur. okey, makanan da siap hidang. 1.2.3. Amik tempat cepat!! Marathon. Pastu wat muka menyakitkan hati kat adik bradik laen cos dpat port best. Tu klo brnaseb baek je, klo x.. mesti kluar suara suprano@melolong@nangis dgn pnuh prasaan ----> (^_^), terseyum lg.

Ma sruh smua niat. Klo boleh niat sbulan terus. Then, makan! Umm, tetibe abang-yg-mmg-tau-adek-die-manja akan tarik lauk paling best and dengan muka riak said "Ni lauk aku, org leaen xleh!". Lalu, si budak manja mula mgalirkan air mata ----> ( ^_^") Sape la bdak tuh.

Si kakak menjeling sedas. "Jerit sokmo! MAkey cepat!!" Tidakk, tidak dihiraukan oleh budak-super-manja itu. Well, latihan vokal mestilah consistent ----> (^_^) Jeles

"Makan cepat, jgn nak ngaju plak. Hop ni pn rajin nak kenat" uhh, suara veto dr Ma mampu membuat si-budak-manja tersengih mengejek n mnarik lauk ke hadapan beliau. Si abang tarik muka! Padan muka ---> (^_^) sye menang!

"Minum air banyak2, nanti esok sakit tkak"

"Sape nak air milo?"

"Sape lambat basuh pinggan"

"G gosok gigi dlu"

-------> (^_^) Meriah!

For all the things that makes u smile, of cos "FAMILY" is the reasonable one. Although the miles keep them separated, they will always know that they are one. ONE BADERULIKSAN's. Hahahah.

Addiction

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I am an addicted to you (T_T)

Since the fasting season will starts tomorrow, i started to think of all the flaws that i can redeem or at least do something about it. The BIGGEST Flaw; Music!

What kind of music?

----> the singer screaming the lungs out with all the hatred.

( 1st sign of rebellious me)

----> Super great MUSE

Why do I need it?

----> I am a thinker*Sometimes, feels like two different entity live in my head and they keep arguing even for the small things. Like Ms Halo n Ms Horn. I want them to shut the hell up. The easiest way is by plugging my ears. Closing my mind. Enjoy the music. Ashamed of myself.

----> Helps me focus!

Its not good for me. Try to change, but seems like impossibly done. But, theres changes that need to be done.

The Biggest Present EVER**

Notes* This entry is especially for Miss Susila Muhamad a.k.a Cik Itik; for her 22nd birthday which is TODAY (4th July 2010) *Claps!!!

I am about to give her the most ridiculous present. So, be prepared hokeyh.

Ok, Cik Itik! Haritu I've promise U the biggest present in the world kan?? Kan??!! (Baek awk angguk skarang) Now, I present u the most special present that u can get from me (since i am STINGY- bak kate awakla)

TADA!!

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okeyh, sye tau awk confius. Saya janji nak bg hadiah plg besar kat muke bumikan? Kat bumi ni ape yg paling besar?? Pikir... pikir.. ish lambat ah awak neyh.

Jawapan die: AIR/LAUTAN (70% kat bumi tau!)

so, for your hadiah, i give u all the lautan in da whole world. Hahahaha. Tapi, since I didn't own ANY lautan in the world, so you DON"T GET ANY LA!! Ish, kesian awak dapat saem cam sye. Nak buat camne, ape yang sye ade, smua pinjaman dari pencipta kite. Termasuk awak (^_^) Alhamdulillah...

K, skarang sye nak refresh ingatan awak about air/lautan/pantai.

Adakah anda mngenali tempat ini? *Nods*

;ehh, tempat date kte la ;p

Dan ini?!

;Pantai Irama lah! Wahhh

(@_@)

Dan ini juga untuk awk yang berada jauh disane..

Sye tau, by now awak da berair mte, berair hidung sbb terharu ngn sye. Nangislah, sye tau sye hebat. Huahhaha *Bongkak*Riak*Takbur*

However, I am grateful to have u as my best friend, yang penah gaduh sebab brebut selipar jepun, yang same2 mkn goreng pisang cam budak kebulur cos duk hostel, yang penah sama-sama ponteng klas addmath sampai buat Ckg Pinah nangis*GOSH*, yang penah sye april foolkan smpai nak bagi pinjam wang n yang xpenah putus asa ngn sye *insaf*baek hati* lemah lembut*penyayang*

Awak jgn risau, nanti sye buat party kat awak eh. Sye jemput smua org dtg rumah sye. Tapi mse hari raya ah. Menu die; apa2 saje yg dimasak oleh Ma sye yg terchenta. Hahaha. No worry, i'll pick u up *Blinks*

Happy Birthday

(this is the best that i can do)

Smile just like u always do n rock the world (mushy la heriana)

P/s: awak, sye balik malam ni. so, i'll mms gambar2 sye berseronok di sane yahhh. Yang nyata, sye akan ke pantai itu. ehhhehe, ade orang jelesss daa.

Broken Vow

I

miss someone who I shouldn't miss

Like someone who I shouldn't like

hate someone who I shouldn't hate

Tired

Of thinking

Of saying NO

Of setting boundary

Of denying

She

Hated herself

For

What

She

is