New Playlist

Notice tak all the songs in the playlist to mcm jiwang? Hehe, biarla. Bear with me k. Actually, all the songs listed was my favorite songs from back then. Each songs carved its own memory. Oh, that is how my mind function. When i listened to a song, i can relate to my past memory, like its still vivid in my mind. Yup, mcm background songs pn ade. Tp, it makes it more easier to remember things. Sbb 2 la sye suke study wif blaring musics (nak bela dri yg suffers from ADHD)

Lagu "Bila Rindu" reminds me of Aja, Sue n Eman. We used to visits Cameron Highland, stay together kat Villa Dahlia n have a great fun time. Mse 2 lagu ni tgh femes n i listened to it over and over again. So, whenever I listen to this again, I feel like being transported few years back, where we were still together; enjoying the nice weather n fabulous scenery. Uhuk, rindukan kamu semua.

Then, "Tong Hua", by Guang Liang. I discovered this songs during my matriculation era*. Reminds me so much to Kak Su (dorm mate). She's the one responsible for dragging me into the fantasy world of Tong Hua. Hahaha, pengaruh rakan sebaya. It is a very nice song. I love it although i don't know the meaning of this song. Later, ble dah tau every meanings of the words in it, I fall deeper~

Yang lain? Malas nak cite. Enjoy the songs.

Tragedi oktober

What did you do on the day that you are suppose to be stress-free but you get so stress out and you want to erase that stress? huh? same la kte, sye pun xpaham ape sye tulis

(T__T)

Oh, knape anda stress hari ni?

Sye stress sbb dri sdiri pmalas. Gni, yesterday i have gone through one of my final paper. Today, I got the marks. The marks 4 final pretty ok la, but... the carry marks from the previous tests n assigments really brings me down. Got B+ for that simple subject. ohpadanmukabudakpemalas~

Oh, 2 bukan the sole reason that makes my day so cloudy. Later, i received a text from Dida, saying that Dr.J wants to meet us at 2 regarding practical. Ohh, dengar je practical, mmg la sangat mnyakitkan hati cos kami xdpt the places that we've applied. Well, what do you expect? xsmua yang anda mintak anda aka dapat, kan..kan..

Untuk mnyedapkan hati sdiri, tetibe tringat, "

what if u get what u want but it is not what u need?'

hmmmm, thought about that too. Finally, i decided that i dont want to care about that anymore cos i know this practical thing will never be easy regardless where u are.

Skrng..Time to get rid of that bugging stress.

with

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These cute cupcakes.

I made it myself

(^_^)

Bangga cos my first attempt dah berjaya mnghasilkan bnda yg kiut n best ni. Nak bukak kdai bakery la lpas ni.

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After urgent meeting with Dr.J, I went to a bakery shop kat SS ntuk cari bahan2 nak wat cupcakes. Pastu nampak la tiny2 things yg kiut2. Tgk umbrella kecik 2, it only cos me 30cents. Hoho, thats for Nurul Syuhada's birthday :)

Tgk la bdak kecik ni mkn cupcakes super cute ni dgn spuas hati.

Nampak sngt cupcakes 2 sedap.

Alya: CikYie, i love dis one. U r really talented in baking.

Cik Yie: I know that already *smug*

yea, baby, have some more. Yummy.

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so, i end up chasing those stress away. But, stress said that it will visits me again. sooner than i expected katenya.

Happened when I forced myself to read (T_T)



The worst is over now and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away

There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I am strong enough

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away

p/s: sngt la berbeza dgn kakakku ini

Test aftermath

Starring: a girl with no conscience

Lemme tell ya a story bout thiz gal

She iz a student yet she never learn

she says: ditching class is healthy

she lurv 2 whine n cry

She never take da blame

VERY.. impulsive!

She do what she wants

She bends the rule as she likes

she iz out of control

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Once in a while

she stares out of the window

and see the reflection

on the clear glass

and realizes

that

she's no longer likes what she saw

Welcome to dreamland

Okay my fellow students, today.... we are going to talk about.... DREAM HOUSE! Eh, wait, before you tell me about your dream house, let me tell you what's mine first. Okay, here it goes. I want a beautiful small cottage for myself. Did u get the picture? U don't? Its okay, let me show u.

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Tada!

Address: Make a wish cottage, No 3388,

Dreamland.

Beautiful isn't it? Well, I kept on dreaming about this

cottage thingy since childhood. Yes, she is such a dreamer. Well, no harm done right. Actually, I start dreaming since I read this book.

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Wishing Wand by Enid Blyton! Hey, look at that mushroom-like cottage plus small well. Super Cute for super dreamy girl. Okay students, now you've got the picture of my dream house. Wait! I'm not finish yet! Let me be your tour guide for a peek in this dreamy house. JOM!!

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Fresh hydrangea. I just pick it up from my lawn.

Yeah, i know its beautiful

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This is where I'll have tea with them.

For women only area.

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Oh, messy kitchen. Well, I live a very hectic life.

Sigh, thats y i don't have time to clean it up.

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Drooling already? Yeah, I know it's lovely.

Its even more lovely when my brothers sprawling on the couch

( -_-")

This is the room 4 my beautiful nieces when they come to visit.

Cik Yie only can afford the simple one for u girls.

This one is for me (^_^)

Class, please remember to thank Google 4 these dream come true images. So, lesson for the day, u need to start saving this instance and make your dream come true. Hahaha, but.. please be realistic. A small cottage doesn't suits a person with seven siblings and loads of close relatives. Uhhuhuhu.

Oh teacher, aren't you suppose to finish up your position paper?

DUHHHHHHHHH

Kembali Tenang (^_^)

Ohh, Tenangnya

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Betul!

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Setenangnye Dorm Tenang dulu

huhu, I miss dorm yg paling cool n the girls inside it

Kolej Mara Kulim nye Tenang

Setenang hari minggu yg di-spend with jalan2 sekeliling bukit KMK

sambil carik buah-buahan yang best dimakan.

Menikmati alam pnye tenang

(^_^)

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Setenang sesi menonton tv

with my Ma n Abah

yang akan bagi syarahan setiap kali ade scene yg best

"Doh tau doh sare ular, duk seluk tange wak gapo?"

translation: Dah tau tu sarang ular, buat ape nak masukkan tangan ;p

~Tenang~

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Tenang yang bertambah ble mndengar syarahan Sumaiyah

"Don't worry la eyie, get over it. Brape sangat la kwn kat U yang kekal?

Bagi aku, jarang sangat... It will pass.

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Yes, it will in another 3 months

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so, hold on tight cos its its gonna be a bumpy ride

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Oh, then i'll be out of here,

responsible for my own life

Uhh, thats not really Tenang

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Tenang through Dream..

oh, tadi nmpak rmai manusia yg bratur panjang yg nak amik jubah. Diorang da nak grad.. huhu, tinggal la sye keseorangan dicini. Spe suh amik cos 4 tahun. Padan muka.ahh, xkira, even xgrad tahun ni, still gak nak dream about graduation day

. Here it goes.

Okay, on the day, bangun pagi2 tunaikan sgale kewajipan, then check hp, dpt msg congratulations from bff. Then, salam ngn Ma n Abah n trus g dewan besar.

No, Ma ngn Abah tidak dibenarkan hadir ke UPM!!

Knape?

Sebab, Ma xsuka tempat yg crowded, tambah2 lg mne ade tempat duduk yang selesa disediakan 4 them. Xsanggup diorang berpanas n penat2 mnuggu anakanda yg berada didewan yang siap beraircond. So, Ma n Abah tgu kat umah eh.

Then, ble je dapat grab the scroll, dgn hati berbunga2, trus mnuju ke tempat parking, start enjin n pecut balik umah. Sampai umah dengan muka penuh riak dan bangga, dengan penuh dramatik, I said

"Uh lihatlah dunia btape aku berjaya mngatasi halangan dan rintangan spanjang disne"

hahhahahahhaahha

okey, pastu tbe la celebration time. Hopefully mse tu da keje la eh. Umm, firstly, treat them with dinner. oh, kpade kakakku yang membace, inilah time terbaik ntuk bagi hadiah n bunga. N pokok bunga Ma tidak masuk dalam istilah "bunga" on graduation day. Pastu, hang out together, even lepak tepi jalan n tgk krenah org pn xpe cos 2 benda yang bermakna yg kte jarang wat.

Pastu.. oh belem habis lagi.. pastu, ble balik kg, ajak semua kaum krabat g barbeque kat air terjun. Jangan lupa bawak banner "Happy Graduation Day" eh. Pastu, duk same2, tgk budak2, baby2, mak budak, mak sdare budak maen air.

Sbenarye, I just wanna spend time with them cos its hard to be out there all alone.

Ape lagi yang paling tenang slain tgk org yg anda syg bergelak ketawa?

~Mimpi yang tenang~

Hari Puisi Sedunia

Jika diibaratkan diri sbagai sampan, hanyut ke tengah laut yg gelap dan penuh rahsia. Dipukul ombak berkali-kali, tanpa sauh untuk menstabilkan diri. Mungkin suatu hari sampan akan kembali ke gigi pantai semula, tapi ia tidak akan sama sperti dulu. kerana ia dah melaui duga yang mengubah diri. Mungkin ia hanya tinggal rangka, mungkin ia akan bangga kerana berjaya melalui duga.

Life has been hard on me lately. Hard enough till i want to curl up into a ball and cry all day. And, when i thought it was over, there always something more in store for me. Over 3 years i've been here, this is the end. And i want it to end cos i can't stand it.

so, let Muse tell u the tale of my life;

I can't remember when it was good

moments of happiness elude

maybe I just misunderstood

all of the love we left behind

watching the flash backs intertwine

memories I will never find

and I'll feel my world crumbling,

and I'll I feel my life crumbling

and feel my soul crumbling away

and falling away

staying awake to chase a dream

tasting the air you're breathing in

I hope I won't forget a thing

and all of the love we threw away

and all of the hopes we've cherished fade

making the same mistakes again

making the same mistakes again

and I feel my world crumbling,

and I feel my life crumbling down,

I can feel my soul crumbling away,

and falling away,

falling away with you

all of the love we left behind

watching the flash backs intertwine

memories I will never find

memories I will never find

Hubungan kite sesame manusia boleh dijadikan kayu pengukur dengan hubungan kite ngn pencipta. Dan dari semua yang berlaku sekarang, jelaslah betapa aku lalai dan lupa. Dia menurunkan dugaan yang bertimpa-timpa untuk aku yang lupa dan bermegah dibumi ciptaannya.